Curiosity killed the cat.

I saw New Moon yesterday.

Loved it.

These are pictures I found on the internet at school, and I wanted them on my own computer so I'm just putting them on here to get them.. hahaha

Go see New Moon, its excellent.. Not as good as the book, obviously.

But as good as expected (:

I'm in a shit mood today.. don't ask me why.. I just am..

Probably because I didn't get any sleep on Saturday night because I was staying at Amy's house.. She's my bestfriend, with Bryce, she's my other bestfriend.. and last night I stayed up till like 1 reading Blood Promise..
Dimitri still hasn't come back..

Which just plain sucks..

hahaha, anyway.. I would go into more detail about my fun weekend.. but I'm at school and as I said, not in the best mood..

I should have just gone straight to sleep.. but NOOOO, I had to just keep reading.

hahaha, like they say "curiosity killed the cat"
So goodbye, I suppose I'll blog about my problems later on this week..

when I'm not bombarded with homework and stdy for exams.. ah..

xo

Scrapbooking (:

I'm sitting in Scrapbooking with two of my best friends..
Renee Barndon and Marcus Walton.

This is a picture of us ^^

Marcus understands my obsession with Dimitri Belikov
& Renee shares my liking for Michael Jackson

We have spent a whole semester in this class..

& guess how much I've done??

None.

(:

Anyway,

I'm off.. to search "Vampire Academy" and "Michael Jackson" and "Dimitri Belikov" and "Adrian Ivashkov" on google.

Perfection

For the first time in a long time I'm actually reasonably happy. I mean, I'd be happier if Dimitri hadn't of died in "shadow kiss" or if Robert Pattinson didn't think that Edward leaves because

"he's just bored.. thats basically what the storyline is.. it's like, ya know, I'm 108 years old and I've had a bunch of seventeen year olds already" but I guess shit happens.
The reason I'm blogging today is because I think people that read this might think I complain too much, which is true. But isn't that the point of blogging?

This week I spent a lot of time talking about this book. I'm sure all of my friends are sick of hearing about Dimitri. I don't blame them, I'd be annoyed at myself. In fact, I don't get why they don't just ditch me?
I have a lot of down moments. Moments when I just want to sit in a corner and cry, which is why I read a lot. I get to escape reality and enter a life completely different from my own. A chance to forget about my problems.
But when Dimitri died, it was like reality was calling.
Death.
Life.
Unfair.
Why can't things just be perfect? Why can't I just be happy?
I feel greedy complaining about my life, when there are so many others that would give anything and everything to be in my shoes. But can I really just change the way I feel?
I let myself go, only to be reminded of my uncertainties, to be reminded that life isn't perfect, that I'm not perfect.
I remember hearing someone say that "No matter who you are, your always trying to get somewhere else". I think it was from a movie or something, but it made me think. Will I ever be truly happy? Completely content?

Is that even how you use the word content?? I don't actually know. I just think it sounds cool..
Life isn't perfect, yeh yeh.. I know, I know. I've heard it about a million different times, from a million different people. But I'm only really starting to realize the truth in it. Thats the one problem with books. They let you hope..

I live a sad life, not in the sense that I'm ALWAYS sad, but I do talk about books A LOT.
So I apologize to my friends who have had to put up with it...
BTW, only a couple of days till I get "blood promise"
OMGsh, Dimitri *tear*
Here I go again.. as I said, I'm sad.. hahahahaha
& only a couple of days till New Moon! I'm exited.. BUT I HATE Robert Pattinson, GOD! I can't believe he thinks that Edward leaves because he's bored of Bella!
I wanted to stab HIM! how dare he! He doesn't deserve that goddamn role! JEEPERS FRIGGIN' CREEPERS!
& I don't like Kristen Stewart, She takes too long to say things.. she ummms and ahhhhs.. and she is just plain annoying. could they have chosen WORSE actors?? I don't think soo...
Everyone else is good, but the two most important characters have the worse actors I've seen in my life.
SHAME ON THEM!
& on that lovely note, I wish you farewell..
Goodbye (:
xo

Dimitri :'(

I'm utterly heartbroken.

Who would kill off the best character in my favorite series of books?

WHYYYY???

When I first read Dimitri Belikov had turned bad, I immediately started crying.

I loved him more than Edward Cullen.. and thats saying something..

Yeh, I know, I know.
I'm totally exaggerating and shit about this..

But I rely on books to escape reality.

& then they just had to crush me, and my heart AND KILL HIM!

fucking hell. whats wrong with this bloody writer?

One of my friends pre much just told me that he dies..

I'm so angry I want to smash something. I know. I'm dramatic, whatever.
Excuse me while I go and continue to grieve.

Poor Poor Dimitri :'(

I'm emotionally broken.

Sweet Sixteen♥

I'm in a breathtakingly great mood.

It's my birthday,

& my friend put me in the BEST mood.

sixteen at last.

Hamish & Andy are on rove tonight!

I'm INLOVE with the Vampire Academy series

Dimitri is a hot name, well I think so.

bye (:

xo

Stereotyping; How do you type with a stereo?

I’m a person who loves books. I read one every night and I read them constantly over and over. Obsessive? Maybe. But books give a feeling of escaping reality. No matter what’s going on in the real world, a book can almost completely take you away; take you to a different place, or time. The best part is that there are millions of books all around the world, about anything and everything you could possibly imagine. Because I think this way, it makes me a Nerd.

I know I'm stereotyped as a "nerd" because I enjoy reading.. But the funny thing is that I don't care?
In primary school it seemed like such an important thing to be popular.. To hang out with "the crowd" and that shit.. Yet in the last couple of years I've stopped caring.

If someone asked me who the most popular people were, I'd answer, "who gives a shit?"

Because honestly, no one will when they leave school.

& what are the benefits of being "popular" anyway?

No money?

No free health care?

No real respect..

In fact, a lot of them just get by with their looks, DEFINITELY not their brains, for example.. There is this girl in my year who me and my bestfriend constantly laugh at. She might be seen as "popular" or whatever by some.. but to us.. she's just a fucking idiot!

The following Quotes are taken straight from her mouth:

"Wouldn't there be more gravity on the moon?"

"If someone with a disability bites you.. do you catch the disability?"

WHAT THE FUCK??

It shocks me to imagine that someone can really be that stupid.

Those were just two of the idiotic things she's said.. I can't think of the rest..

Anyway.. What I'm trying to say is that no matter who you were in high school... The truth is.. No one will give a shit when you leave..

Except maybe employers..

I'm sure they'd rather hire someone who tried in school.. rather than someone who spent their days trying to be "popular". Thats my definition of sad.

Plus, like they say "Be nice to nerds, you could end up working for one" That quote makes me smile. I believe it's very true..

I've also noticed that those girls seem to argue a lot.

I've never fought with my bestfriend.. yet they spend a whole class (I know this from experience) complaining and bitching about things that I honestly don't give a shit about..

But I just Smile & Nod, and pretend I'm listening.. It'll be their fault when they're working for me, 'cause I'm going to be rich and famous some day, and when they are working for me, I'm not going to take ANY shit from them. I'll just turn around and be like, "suck it up, princess"

I'm not really afraid to say I'm a nerd, it's the truth..

Of course I'm not like a total dork... I don't stay indoors to study, or wear funny clothes (I think)

I'm not one of those socially retarded nerds like on, "beauty and the geek"

But I do like reading.. and writing.

I work hard for what I want.

& try my best at school.

If that makes me a nerd, so be it.

But who really cares?

As I said, I used to want to be popular... Of course.. That had to be the time when I had braces.

& yeh, I copped a few jokes from it.

But who gets the last laugh? MEEEE HA!

Because now those people, have braces themselves.

So obviously when I'm passing them in the hall, I casually snicker and "cough"brace face"cough"

Thats fair right?

What is it they say about Karma?

This blog probably won't mean anything to anyone.

It won't save the world.

In fact, it won't do anything.

But one day when I look back on this blog, when I read all my thoughts and experiences and remember my teenage years, I'm probably going to laugh at how I saw myself, at how everyone saw themselves.

I'm going... To have dinner and relax for the rest of the night, 'cause I can.

Birthday countdown: 4 days. yewwww!

P.s. When I write a book, everyones going to buy it, right?

P.s.s. Karma's a BITCH.

xo

This. Is. It.

Yesterday I saw Michael Jackson's, THIS IS IT.

Sorry Renee! Mum has made plans and I couldn't cancel them or probably wouldn't have been able to go at all!

It was.. amazing, to say the least..

He's a perfectionist.. & thats a good thing, he wanted everything to be perfect for his devoted fans.

One thing that amazed me was how he was on stage dancing with professional, young, talented, dancers who have had lessons and what not...

Yet Michael Jackson was better than them all, my eyes were drew to him, like magnets.

I saw another side to him, aside that was courteous, respectful and loving.

Words aren't big enough to describe his.... awesomeness (:

I just got in contact with my bestfriends girlfriend.

She is surprisingly nice, & extremely pretty. So. Not. Fair.

anyway, I can't be bothered blogging today, so I'm cutting it short.

Sorry.

p.s. The clip below is the trailer to This Is It.

WATCH IT.

RIP Michael Jackson ♥